replay

omggg today i got bored and decided to make chocolate chip cookies and mfff fail. at least its edible tho. today was a nice ass day! it suckss reallly bad when you want to see someone but you know that's not gonna happen. allll i've been thinking of allll week. get out of my head already-__- anyways i still didn't turn in my volleyball forms and stuff for summer league and i know i want to play but idk its kinda hard to explain. booooo! theres so much to do but i'm always so freakn lazy to do anything. 91384023 people i want to hang out with but i never feel like doing anything. yesterday i actually got out of my house cuz i decided to not stay home alll day ahha. soo i went to war for volleyball camp even though i got there at like 2 ohh wellll! then went to amanda's house to chilll and stuff. idk what else to say cuz so far its all summerschool & volleyball. hopefully i get to see someone again & i hope the weather stays like this=]

obsessed

just felt like complaining about my day.

woke up at 9 ate and got ready for summer school
got there and then found the classroom.
hilary and her sister came
icebreaker the whole time
let us out early
went to the library
janine came
took appr. 1hr30min-ish to get the book-__-
hilary's sister drove me to serramontes cuz i had to return stuff
returned my stuff
walked to sports authority
exchange
walk back to serramontes
waited for the bus
read the book like a nerd on the bus
went to war.
volleyball camp
volleyball practice

im gonna hate it for sure next year. it's not even fun anymore & i always feel like if i don't do something right everyone's gonna get mad. its like do you not make mistakes? why do you always get mad everytime we mess up but when its you guys we tell you to shake it off? wtff. its called teammates for a reason. &i use to actually like playing but now i hate to play. i miss last year when everyone was hella close and it wasn't hella tense and shit. there was barely any bad vibes and now its like bad vibes everywhere.

daamnnn.

nice ass day today?

bad ass stomach ache from morning til noww. booo
shoulders still hurt like faaaaauk.
Jacob gives good ass massages.
i can't do anything about it now soo ohhwelllll.
overreacted much? maybe
a
little.
i want to watch a movie
starting summer school next week. 1030-1230
probably camp after.
games next week? hmmmmmm

need a badass massage shoulders are in so much pain. blog more later.

volleyb.

Woke up mf early today to go to volleyball camp.
im tired as heck
my feet hecka hurts
volleyball game tmrw? maybe..
go later tmrw? probably
i wanna know you- miley cyrus &david archuleta
is
a
good
song.
bye

Happy birthdayy AriellllllllJ.!

Tuesday..?

Wtf. its only tuesday? ahhah thats kinda weird. anywaysss. Today, my mom woke me up to go to her work place. damn was hella tired, but whatever went to buy some breakfast for my mom and for me[duhhh] and then yeaa. it wasn't that bad, at least i got to use to computer and stuff. but the only reason i went cause i thought i was gonna kickit w/ nick&dickyson. Flakersss, i guess you rather go to dickyson's house-___- but then went to stonestown w/ heidiii. she's so weirdd ahhah. then took bus to bart &then her house, so she can get her pass-___- and the bus was right there so we hella ran, btw im HELLA outta shape, i got tired like the next second i started running oh shoot. haha then went to serramontesss cuz she had to exchange somethanggg. then went home. ate noodles, fulll as heckkk! but then i ate some ice cream cuz i felt like it! haha. Maybe i should sleeep earlier today cuz ima wake up early tmrww. haha

Need To

do some readjustments.

i think i had enough of your bulllllcrap.
shut up. annoying as fck.

Summer!

Wednesday, walked to In N Out W/ janine, danielle, heidi & sam. Good times, aha and then went to Nick's house but he wasn't there so we chillled at the curb. then janine dropped a big ass bomb about her transferring to jeff. I didn't even know! Sucks Sucks Suckssss. Nick's house for a while to chill and then FRS to play basketball..I think i learned how to shoot! haha a little. and then Nick left haha so it was just us and then went to teaven and went home.

Thursday was graduation, and it was hella boring as heck, but its my fault for going but it was hella short. after graduation went home.

Finalllly last day of school! it hella didn't feel like it though. Summmer! weather's been pretty nice hopefully it'd be like this foreverish ahah. Anywayyssss today afterschool chilled at the main entrance? for hella long just deciding what to do and all. ended up going to eat w/ janine, hilary& xavier. hilary left for movies w/ jessica and them but i'll maybe see her soon? hhaahah. Started walking to Adrian's house but then we saw people playing tennis so we went and played for a longass while haha. It was funnn! i haven't played in heckkka long but damn my hand started hurting hella. but who caress! aha then finally went to adrian's house and chilled for a while. BUT janine left her phone at the tennis courts so we went back ahha, but ended up playing tennis againnn. until everyone was leaving adrian's house and yeaa, waited at the curb w/ Janine again ahah and waited for Nick and them cause we thought they were going to nick's house haha nvm. so went to get my stuff from ariel, and then went to tennis courts AGAIN but this time w/ ariel too. chilled there for a while and then played tennis with mich. hella raw, but my hand started hurting again, &now its in pain. haha oh welll, went to teaven? and got our drinks and was suppose to go to Jeffreys(?) house but my dad picked me up before i could go. ahha

I guess the best part of the day was talking to Janinee! I'm hellla gonnna miss her. =[ But i guess if she really wants to go to Jeff, it would suck to stop her. but damnn. I didn't even know all that stuff she told me. It sucks that i just started chilling with her recently and not before thatt. It Suckkkkkkks! Hella people are transferring tho? Wednesday tho! Hopefully Danielle doesn't leave either-____- Big ass bomb that dropped. It sucks =[ Gonna miss her like fcukkkkkkk.

Hmm. idk but i kinda want to play some tennis this summmer. Hahha Hella stuff i want to do this summer, hopefully i can do all of them. lateeeeeeeeer!

Shastaaa

Three more days until sophomore year is offficallly over. year passed by way too fast but i guess its a good thing, too much stuff happened and i guess its good to know everything's over and done with. There's really no time to regret anything right now. idk but this ending year has been a real drag and it was one of the worst times of the year. idontknow what to do with anything and i hope by junior year i'll get my shit straight and don't have to deal with all this. not trying to say that this year was miserable but it had its ups and downs. hopefully i'll make my junior and senior year count. but i can't believe that theres only two more years of high school and off to college. before i thought that college was so far away i didn't have to worry about all that until later. well later is now and it sucksss. fckkk, i really don't know what to do with everything, hecka confused and don't even know where i'm suppose to be at this point. how did everyone get through this. i guess i just have to stop worrying about everything and just chilll out. hopefully this summer would be one of the bestt?

Boyfriend #two

school's hellla chill. 1period watched eagle eye. 2period return book and watched apollo13. 3period took final, copied haha and chillled. 4period presentations and class picture and more pictures. haha 5period SWIM. it was better than i thought rofl. 6period took quiz and chilled. afterschool chilled with bff a little then went home. Hellla early. Ohwell. 4 more days of school! it was hella cold today tho. hopefully it gets nicer for graduation and all that stuff. hopefully wednesday our plan to chill w/ danielle &janine pulls through=] gotta do "i am" poem. its hecka stupid-____- lateeee!