It's not that bad

HAHHAH. dude one second i'm in a bad ass mood, and then right after i'm in a goood ass mooood. rofllll "jon: you say some emo ass shit these days".

jonathan escanio

ima killll you! you better hope i dont see you tmo.

still working on my trig project, not so good shit. adios!

too

raw to lose to hmb! 3-0 ahha good job guys. we will go far this season, you already know. morning practice is not the deal, 6AM? i like volleyball and everything but deeeeeyum. i was dead first and second. i'm actually starting to like ceramics, throwing pots is hezzza fun but me kristine and mark fail. dude i was helllla nervous doing the dialogue, fareals i'm not good at speaking to the class. ughh ohwellll over and done w/? A+ please. rofl, patrolled w/ andria! i misss this girrl. sojourn presentation during 5th. felt bad for falling asleep, but thats what happens when you wake up at 5AM. chem was ok? idk hella easy to cheat cuz fareals he doesn't watch or anythinggg. i hope i get an A in that class tho.

No practice after school = lost. what do people do when they don't have practice afterschool?! ima find out after the season-__- deng took hellla mf long just to find out where to go. i got a little irriated, but s'alll good. btw Happy belated Francis(09/25) my house w/ ariel to wait for my dad so i could get my phone! i forgot it in the car-__- Soft serve & fries cuz we miss burna. chillllled and then we missed the bus going back to westmoor. so we decided to walk, ahhaha saw my aunt and uncle and demanded that chris gave us a ride. i haven't been to his house in faaaaever! i miss childhood. =/ gave us a ride to westmooor yayy! haha then deepak drove us to sizzlers dang, everyone has their permit now cept me! waiting for people to come is not the deal-__- ahha ohwell. walked to serramonte cuz we had nothing better to do! target and went home.

today was boring, i hate being bored, it makes me think about things.

i miss talking to you but i bet you can't tell cuz i'm too good at not showing it. all at once i had it all but it doesn’t mean anything now that you’re gone

congrats to JV for winning their tourney.

i want the money, money and the cars, cars and the clothes, the hoessss i supposeee.

song's so catchyyy. rofl

debating wither i should take the bus to hmb tmo or ride w/ kristy. hmmm =/

stilll i get those damn close to butterflies and i dont know what to say or do.

uhhh

i really really really wanna let you know, that i really really really wanna let you go.

mann, i didn't think this would've happened. i thought i would've at least...

win vs.Cap. 2-0!

1-0

started off the season righttt. too bad i barely got pt. its like whats the point of trying so hard in practice and when it comes down to it you're still not gonna be getting pt. i know that i will never be as good as ash' or des' cuz they are just freaking raw. i dont even wanna consider myself a middle anymore. i dont even know what i am on the team. i feel like if des' or ash' is not there to play middle i'm just back up and then i fuck up and then its all my fault and i just think that if they were there this wouldn't have happened. i feel like my confidence level hella downgraded. and its also like i dont even feel like i make a difference in the team so it doesnt matter if i'm there or not.. i dont want it to seem like i dont care about the team if they win or not but its hard to be hella happy and shit on the bench when you dont even get to play. or when they're down you dont even get a chance to help them cuz you're on the freaking bench. sorry for being emo.

way to not even talk to me anymore. i knew this would happen but you just never believed me. get so fucking caught up with shit and forget about everything else. its annoying as fck

sigh

i always think i have hella hw, so i try to finish asap and after i finish its only like 9. haha i hella thought before that hw would make me stay up til' helllllla late cuz my sister would always sleep hella late in high school but the latest i slept cuz of hw was like 12. oh welll, more sleep fo me! haha

today i was hella pissed after 1st period cuz of someone who i wont name. but i guess i got over it, cuz the person i wont name later told me it was a joke or w/e and it wasn't my fault. but denggg, way to be harsh.

its stupid how things ended. like really you're gonna just do that to me? even though i say how i hate you or shit i dont mean it. its stupid how i'm the only one thinking about this.

lifes a game, but its not fair

step it up or step off. no beast today fuckx10

never

expect the best outta anything, just gonna end up disappointed.. at least thats how i see it. low standards are the best

we’ve had our share of ups and downs but you know that im gon always be around that’s fo sho and you know how we do, how I roll and remember aint a damn thing change so holla if you need me.

we beat sequoia, burton and wallenburg. 3-0 hahhaha preseason tho-_-haha its coozies.

Sac tourney!

woke up at 4am to get ready for sac tourney. dang left around 5something and slept through most of the car ride. got there around 730, played yadada, it was warm/hot but wasn't hella bad or anything. i think we left around 4ish to go back to the inn. we had a "team meeting" while waiting for our rooms. roomed w/ tiff, kristine, ariel, annie & shelbie. hahah, we went swimmming cuz it got hot. then went to hometown buffet. Yayyy rofl we miss janine! got back to the inn and had another team meeting in our room. it was so fucking funnnnnnnnnny. hahhaha i guess people got tired at around 11?ish and went back to their own room but we kept talking til' around 3ish ahhaa.
had a photoshoot on saturday. then went back to the inn and we tanned/swam for a long time and then went to eat mongolian bbq then went to scavenger hunt in walmart. it was funnnnnnnn! the workers got helllla mad at us, yadada w/e tho. went back to the inn to decide who won and stuff, then team meeting/ bonding at our room again. HAHHAHAHHAHHAHA. it was the funnniest thing ever and i will never forget it. hahahha poor istdel. talked until 3 until everyone left and talked until 4ish til we allll slept.
woke up at 830 to get ready and everything then six flags, wtf 3 hours? gay as helll. left at freaking 330.. then came back helllla early. fiasdjifojasd wtf.haha

DRI: he be drinkin h8terade all day

DENGGG. Andria, fasho! rofl jk.

-today practice ended at 6. what the!
-trig test tmo!
-only had spanish hw today!
-tmos Lorna's birthday
-Sac on saturday!
-YAYYY =) haha
-BFFFFFFFF! hahaha

sac this weekend!

awww shit. this week is going by pretty fast! sac on saturday! Yayyyy. excited sorta? vball scrimmage on tuesday. it was alright but just hellllllla hot. too bad they didn't have any AC. wtf? ahah today was hellllla hot too. wtf is going on here? global warming much? sheitt

i feel hella stupid for overreacting at shit i knew was gonna happen but shooot, i aint even gonna trip, cuz its not worth it talk shit, do whatever you gotta do to make yourself feel better. fuck, i don't wanna sound hella fucked up or anything but wth are you doing.. _________CANT GET TO THE_____________. hi bff jon escanio.